Wednesday, March 19, 2008

this is the third time i have quite in ten years.

I seems that the older you get the harder it gets. On top of it i have mild anxiety. Im on my third day and I am feeling strong. Im in good shape and started working out three weeks ago. But this is hard as hell. The first night i quite i woke up at five in the morning sweating and queazy. I could not sleep. Its getting better. I too have traveled through wind, sleet, and snow to buy a pack of smokes. I have spent my last dollar and even barrowed money. I have excused myself to get a fix. this is insane......good luck to all and god bless you and this great country

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